We'll save him no matter whats the cost...

Something really un-expected was happened in my family.
I don't expect it to happend at all.
Last week was really terrible for me and i totally cannot handle at all.

Few weeks ago, something wrong with my father's throat.
Then, we went to check whats wrong.
After some checking at the stupid + money minded gleneagles hospital, they still cannot determine whats the cause of this.

Suddenly, someone has suggested my father to goto Tong Shin hospital and at there, we found out actually my father was affected by TB.
Not just that. X-Ray has shown there is a tiny tumor (about 2cm) inside his lung.

Few days later, report has shown that it is a cancer.
According to doctor, X-Ray is needed to see whether it is affected the brain as well as the liver.

I dunno whats is the success rate and how long my father can last.
According to doctor, if the tumor haven't spread to brain, then it is more easy to control.
Besides that, if it is spread to brain, the symptom is like stroke.
But for my father, still doesn't have any sign of these... hopefully won't spread till the brain.

Everyday i pray for him. I pray for him that his cancer hasn't spread yet and i pray that he won't give up. We will cure him no matter what cost will be.

miserable life

Long time didn't update my blog.

Life has been so busy with my work... busy until blur blur and totally have no idea on what to post on the blog.

Lately keep on busy with the stupid SAP and now i'm desperately wanna have some rest.
Yesterday night going to steamboat with gangs cos is khee yau bdays and he's belanaja... yay...

Right now outside still raining and i'm feel like dizzy. Wanna goto rest.
From the day i join bosch, i start going to cybercafe online. One thing i observe is, all the youngsters there like no need to go school one. Day and night always sit there and play WARCRAFT. Somemore bring pillow to sleep there... what a champion...

小時了了,大未必佳

Yesterday while I trying to sleep, suddenly I recall back my dark ages while I studying my form 6…. I swear I will never forget to those bastards who look down at me.

After my form 5, actually I wanna goto oveseas to study. Since my sister is finished her form 6 and going to continue in college, so my parents can't afford it. So I sacrifice and study form 6.

At first I thought is fun, but actually is nightmare… in order to get a good results, you need to study almost 8 hours per day everyday. I totally cannot handle the stress and doing not good in the exam.

Those lan ciao teacher look down at me. Everyday in school was a nightmare. Those who good were praised and those who doing bad like me sure kena "kao kao".

I dunno what the students thinking in their mind. They so eager to go into universities until willing to take those stupid courses like teaching, marine and those course that nobody would go. They study so hard to just goto the uni and get those stupid courses.

Luckily I didn't do that. I'm going for colleage and study the course I like. After finish my studies, once in the blue moon I still will saw my ex-classmate. When asking what job they do, damn…. Study for so hard and even master and ending doing sales lar… QC in factory lar… this lar that lar…. Somemore with salary low than 1.8k.

I'm not laughing at them for the low salary. I just can't understand how they think….
But I really wanna see those lan ciao teacher… and "suan" them…. Let them know I'm not "lulu"
Just wanna tell all the lan ciao teacher….  TO HELL YOU ALL!!!!!

Dumbass

Last saturday morning going to town to settle something.

Taking LRT to goto town. Since i'm doesn't have any small change, so no choice but give the dumbass RM50.

The fare was RM1.20. So i give her RM50.20.

The dumbass suppose to return me back RM49, but she didn't do that.
Instead of paying me back RM49, she return the 20 cents to me and return back RM48.80 for me.

My brain totally jammed... can't think of anything...
I think she better goto hospital to check her brain....
Check wether her brain still function properly or not...

Farewell

30/9/2005

I suppose to blog this last week. Since i was so busy on friday till saturday, so today only can post up.

30/9 was my trainee last day, and her mood was very "fui".
For me, normally I'll be very happy when my last day at work but I dunno why she cry like a pig when her last day has come.

When there's a beginning, there always will be an end. This is my believing and I allways wants everyone to be happy when I leaving a company.

Actually I also feel abit sad when I get a order from my boss to ask me to remove all her priviledges 2 days ago. When I remove her name from the server, I keep on thinking the same thing that will occur to me when I wanna resign but of course not now.