Terrible Luck...

Since CNY until last saturday, my luck was soooooooo terrible. Lost money during gambling, interview not success, workload increase, work not smooth at all, stress, spectacle spoil, scold colleague somemore... how dare am i... sigh..

So yesterday, i decided to go to ask for some gods help... in chinese we called "算命". At first i don't like it... but i'm really really have no choice already.
According from her, she say my luck won't be so smooth for the first half year. Then she will solve the problem for me.

So today i went to office, trying to clear those shits that left last week. Surprisingly, all the thing runs damn smooth. within 1 hour, i can finish 3 tasks... how real...

There's a scar in my heart...

24/2/2005... A new scar in my heart... Just receive a call from citibank. They told me that they have found a more suitable candidates. My hope was gone.

At first, i thought i can join citibank as a team. upgrade myself there. Then my future will be much more brighter. But now, everything has come to an end...

I felt very very sad as well as dissapointed. I'm want this job sooooo badly. Everyday, i pray. I pray that i can get this job, earn more money, earn a better experience, earn a better future.

This feelings is worst than rejected by a girl or broke up...

I totally have no idea what to do now. i feel hopeless, helpless. Just now i call her up, i wanna tell her what happen... but she is busy...

God... please help me... please guide me.

Bento... 24/2/2005...3:55pm

Company Dinner

February 18th 2005. 5:45pm. I haven't going home yet and got nothing to do. So write some blog here to waste time. Later at 7pm, company going to have a CNY dinner at Kuala Lumpur Golf and Country Club. At first i'm planning not to go there coz plan to have dinner with my friends. but after thinking for a while, i think i should attend this dinner. Bcoz this dinner most probably will be my last company dinner.

Next monday, i'm going to Shitibank for my second interview. I'm gonna meet their Head of department, means my boss (future lor). Planning to take fake mc next monday... for my future, i have to do so. I'm gonna be Database Analyst in shitibank. Shitibank oh... big big shiti company.

Some of my colleagues know i'm gonna leaving soon. They kinda miss me ler... and they also tend to leave this lame company soon.

So people out there, please wish me luck. Once i have succeed to join shitibank, i'll treat you all. But after get my first pay in shitibank first...

Free Astro.... Betul ke???

This Afternoon...
Phone rang

Bento: Hello...

Soh Chai: Hello... Ini nombor telefon 012-xxxxxxx?

Bento: Ya betul.

Soh Chai: Encik... Encik sangat bertuah. Nombor telefon encik terpilih.

Bento: Hah?? Terpilih apa?

Soh Chai: Ini lucky draw. Kami free encik Astro kerana nombor telefon encik terpilih. Encik mao ke tidak?

Bento: Apa condition?? cakap!! apa condition...

Soh Chai: Oh... Encik cuma perlu bayar yuran pemasangan sebanyak RM100 sahaja.

Bento: Oh yakah... hehe... Tak Mau!!

Soh Chai: Tak Mau?? Betul kah... Free punya...

Bento: TAK MAU!!!!!!!

Soh Chai: Oklor... bye...

Bento:@$%^&&***%##^%&...

Looking for a new job adn new car as well

Yesterday work for half day only. After that, going to have a look for some used cars. Managed to attracted by two cars but unfortunately i can't afford it. The first one, Honda civic 1.6. 1996. very good condition. price RM48500. Second car, Toyota Corolla 1.6SEG facelift. RM5xxxx. After some of the complicated calculations, my hope was gone. If i buy one of those cars above, car installment i have to pay per month is about RM7xx. This is not including petrol, toll, parking and etc.

Going to send out my CV to citibank. Position: SAS Programmer. Hoping will get this job. Feeling wanna leave this lame company.

Happy Valentines Day

After resting for more than one week its time to work again. Oh yeah not forgot to mention that today is valentines day. Altough it's valentines day, i'm not really celebrating it. In fact, i'm not really like it.

Talking about valentines day reminds me something. Few years ago when i'm still study at my hometown, i'm really really hate valentines day. At that time, i'm still single. Every year when valentines days come, i really seldom go to hang out with my friends. Seeing all those friends and others exchanging presents or having dinners with their loves one, i felt very lonely and helpless. I keep on asking myself why i can't get a girlfriend.

When i was at school, actually got few girls that i like and i tend to chase them but i keep on failing. I keep on asking myself why i keep on failing? Why they like those guys which are working? Their jobs wasn't really nice jobs (selling VCD's, working in workshop, factory and etc) but they can chase the girls. At that moment, i'm telling myself that when i finish my education, i will win them, i will beat them.

After fews years later, when i start working, now i know why. Because their financial status are more stable than school boys, and their mindset are more mature than those school boys. The more older they are, their mindset will getting more mature.

So i'm taking this opportunity to tell to all my friends, if you like someone, just tell to them. Don't be afraid of the outcome. At least you have tried. Happy Valentines Day.

CNY mood activated!!

Hohoho... today marks the last day at office. (i'm not resigning) After this, it's chinese new year lor... i'm quite relax today, as well as my colleague. Many of them are wearing red shirt. I wonder their underwear are red as well or not.

Nothing much to do today except for applying leave on 14/2. I'm taking half day off. Why taking half day instead of one whole day? Haha, because at morning session, boss will give angpow one mar... might get some angpow from coleagues as well hehe.

Later after work will going to sing karaoke. Might sing some CNY song (if i know any). Then weekend maybe will go shopping to buy new clothes and watch movies, "himalaya singh".

Today if i lucky enough, maybe i'll off on 5pm. sked of traffic jam. So enjoy this year of rooster lar... Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

Busy like HELL!!

Yesterday was terrible for me. Reach office around 8:30 morning and trouble arise...
Finding those suitable driver for the server was a tough job, and suddenly few of the stupid pc's giving so much trouble. I can't even have a chance to read my newspaper as well as checking my mails. Even i have no appetite to have my lunch. Long time didn't have this kind of feelings, and this reminds me back of something when i first join this company.

I came to this company to interview on 29/6/2004, and they hire me immediately. Then they asking me to come to office the next day so that the process of handover can be done.

30/6/2004. Horrible day for me, i won't forget this day in my whole life. Since the ex-IT guy for this company will leave after that day, so i have to learn everything in a day. This was a damn tough job for me. I have to learn everything start from zero. On that day, i was so stress until i have a feelings to give up this job. I call up my parents to complain about this. I tell my parents that i wanna give up this job. I tell them i gonna call my director to say "i'm quit" since i haven't sign any appoinment letter... Hahhaha kinda childish huh.

I work until 10:30pm and then my sister coming to fetch me home, and i still haven't ate my lunch as well as my dinner. I just went back home then took a bath. Surprisingly, i don't even feel hungry at all. For the whole night, i can't even sleep.

The next day. 1/7/2004. This is my first day as a IT guy performing "one man show". On the same day, there are also few new colleagues joining this company. So i have to setup some new pc's for them. There are so many things i still don't know and i called up the ex-IT guy in this company for >20 times. What a shame.

For the whole week, i don't have any appetite to finish my lunch and dinner. I only manage to finish half bun for the first day and half plate of rice for the second day. By the way, i nearly forgot to mention that i didn't join my colleagues for lunch for the first week bcoz i didn't ask them. hahaha.

After a month, then my life only start to become normal and my appetite start to getting much better. So although yesterday was so busy, but i feel quite statisfied coz i didn't "sienz", but please don't let this kind of thing happen everytime. Else i will become insane.

Summons cleared

2-3 weeks ago, i went to SS2 with my gf to have lunch there. We went to "Kei Tak Sek" (shit... Kei Tak Sek again...i won't forget the kepong branch) and after having a lunch there, we go pick up our car nearby.

When we reached the car, surprisingly we found out that got a dried meat voucher(summons) worth RM100 on the mirror. Since i am the one who forgot to pay the parking $$, so now i am the one who deserve this lovely RM100 dried meat voucher.

Since i don't have time to pay summons, (u know lar... IT manager mar... busy one... joking) so i ask my colleague to help me to pay... just now he came to me and paying me back RM70!! Wow... i saved RM70 ler... the summons just RM30. Haha, as a token of appreciaiton, i treat him a pack of DUNHILL (Gaya, Mutu, Keunggulan... Dunhill)

Btw, as a coke die hard fans, yesterday morning i have bought a new coca-cola. Is a ARAB version. At first i wanna buy 2 cans (one for my frens) but there only got 1 can... so sorry lar... Here it is:

New Server

Company just bought a new IBM X226 server yesterday... So for the first time, after joining this lame company for 8 months, i'm going to install this machine all by myself.

At first, i'm really don't know where to start, while unpack the server as well as the SCSI harddisk, my hand are shaking. I'm even feel nervous when i use the server key to open the side... funny huh..haha

As i predicted, everything won't be going so smooth. First problem, stupid windows 2000 server can't recognize the harddisk. I keep on trying for few times but still can't... damn. But then, don't know why also, i just put the driver CD into the server, guess what, it starting to run by itself. Fantastic!

Second problem, this one really sucks. when i check the server, i realize that it only has 512MB of memory and what i remember is i have order this server with 1GB of memory...WTF. Damn vendor. Later i will call him. Luckily i haven't pay the money. phew...

Sigh... guess today will br busy again... and just now a fat dino pc's got some problem. Damn... y everytime his fxcking pc's always bring me problem?? Really feel like wanna throw his pc into river...